i Hate hIm!!!

Huh! Final kembali lagi!!! And guess what! Final is not the only thing yang kembali lagi! Dia kembali lagi! Just when I thought I’m over him! He came back! For what??? I don’t know! Maybe to leave me again or maybe just to be my friend. I hate him for making me wait for him! I hate him because he always disappears and left me without any explanation! I hate him because he always comes back and it hurts me every time I meet him! I hate him because he always said he loves me and then leaves me! I hate him because he loves me! But I can never hate him like I love him! God why does this have to happen to me???

Now I’m so confuse and I have dozens of works to do and I can’t concentrate! I hate my life! ARRGHH…!!!


My Guardian Angel...

My guardian angel
The one who always care for me
The one who always look after me
The one who always cheer me up

My guardian angel
Always by my side
To heal my wound
To mend my broken heart
To be my crying shoulder

My guardian angel
The light of my path
The strength of my life
The savior of my soul

My guardian angel...

I am just being myself. Sometimes it can hurt someone and if this happen to you, I am sorry. I never meant to hurt anyone. But this is my journey and this is how i choose to go through it. It helps me to be a better person. I found my path, and I choose to go through no matter what. I knew the starting point and the end of this journey but I want to write something in between. Something nice, something beautiful. So I write them with my tears and pain. And I decorate them with my joy and laughter. Together they've become my memories. The one thing that you can never steal from me. The one thing that is eternally mine. The one thing that makes me ME.

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